hmm you never know ;)
Something snapped in my body. I felt myself sit up and look around. I looked down at my daughter with her head buried in my arm. I looked over at the other side of the couch and at the tv. Cato. We turned on the tv and the games replayed. It’s coming back to me. Minerva freaked out at what she saw. Cato and I weren’t going to hide the Hunger Games from her,but we were going to wait until she’s older and would understand. Not like this. What’s wrong with me? I’ve been mad at Cato,but he’s the only reason I’m even here in the first place. He isn’t a killer. The games trick us and force us to be killers to survive. I didn’t do anything. I hid behind Cato while he saved my life. I need to fix this somehow.”Minerva you should go to your room.”
"I’m not tired."
"Please go to your room."
"I didn’t do anything wrong."
"By arguing with me you are. Just please go to your room. Now." She pouted as she let go of me and sprinted off to her room.
I took a deep breath and stood up from the couch. I walked over to our bedroom door. I slowly turned the door knob. The room was dark. I turned on the light. Cato’s back was facing me as he was sitting on the bed. I could swear I heard him crying. I have never seen Cato cry before.”Cato.” He didn’t respond. He didn’t respond,but I could tell he was trying to pull himself together,so that I wouldn’t notice he was crying. I sat down on the bed next to him.”She didn’t mean it. She’s too young to understand Cato.”
"No she’s right I am a monster."
"Cato stop." He moved away from me.
"Clove. I killed all of those kids and I volunteered to do it. When I volunteered I was excited. You were with me because I was all you had in the games and now you feel like you owe me because I kept you alive. You married me. A monster." I didn’t know what was coming out of his mouth. That’s not true at all. I feel complete guilt for what he had to do and I didn’t,but I didn’t marry him because I felt I had to. I married him because I love him.
"How could you even say that Cato?"
"Maybe things would be better if I worked in the mines."
"Is that what you want Cato?"
"Well you seem to hate my guts lately and so does my daughter,so I really don’t want to stay here."
"Fine then leave." He stood up angry and grabbed a duffel bag and started filling it with clothes."You’re just going to leave your family behind."
"Please you can find someone to replace me easily."
"None of them are her father."
"Well at least they’re not a scary monster."
"Cato." I yelled after him as he started to storm out the door."Cato." He slammed the front door and I ran after him,but he ran off so quickly. I just watched him as he disappeared. I felt a hand on my shoulder.
I turned to see Marvel. I buried my head in his chest and started crying.”It’s going to be okay.” He assured me.
"Mommy." I jumped. I turned around to see Minerva standing right behind me.
"Minerva I told you to go to you room."
"Where did daddy go?"
"He went out Minerva. Your room. Now."
"You’re scarier than daddy."
"Now." I yelled. She started to cry and ran off again. I sat down on the porch. I sighed and out my head in my hands.
I looked up Marvel reappeared this time with Peeta.”It’s going to be okay Clove.”
"No, no it’s not."
I totally love Peeta & Katniss but their story is all ready written all the way out,but maybe I’ll write the games in Peeta’s p.o.v. that’d be fun
You are so sweet thank you so much :)
fkdfjkdsfjd you are the most amazing person. Thank you so much for saying this I’m so sorry I have been M.I.A summer school ends on Friday I promise after that I’m all yours. Seriously thank you so much you are such a sweetheart
Yes I do okay don’t laugh it’s momofresh9
Yes when I get back from practice I’ll read it tonight & thank you som uch :)
I know I keep saying I will and I’m really trying,but right now I actually have no time between summer school and two sport practices a day plus the impossible amount of homework I’m getting and also my license test is on Tuesday so I’ve been practicing for that too. I might be able to tomorrow and summer school is only for two more weeks. After that I will be way more available and start updating way more I promise. I’m really sorry thank you so much everyone for your patience
yes I’m sorry i’ve been on vaca with no interenet at all